Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Love and Power III


[My boyfriend] and I had this discussion yesterday about how I don't love him
I'm little and I still don't know what love is yet

To me
Love is when you see no one but that one person, and that's all that matters
That single person has the power to crush your heart with a single sentence
and that's a scary position for me to be in

When someone has so much power over me
I don't like it
But at the same time
It's beautiful

How two people can know everything about each other
flaws, weaknesses, everything
Yet they love them for each mistake they've made
Each imperfection becomes perfect
I'm still young
I don't know what that's like
but so far,
[My Boyfriend] comes pretty damn close
I'm not sure if it's love
but if it is

I love it

~My Anonymouse *squeak* friend, Phoebe

Friday, November 1, 2013

Music V

I will never be a songwriter. But that doesn't mean I can't try!
Yeah no. Nevermind. It does.
Hehe. This one is called Hurricane. I try too hard. (TRY HARD!!!!)

This is how it ends
just like how it all began


with you on one end
and them on the other
and me stuck somewhere
just stuck in the middle


of this crazy
mad
amazing
wind of war
the hurricane comes
and rips us apart
(the hurricane comes)
it tears at our hearts
brings our world to the floor
no, we can’t deal with this
cra-zi-ness no more


baby, baby
why are we falling apart
(baby, baby)
why are you breaking my heart
(baby, baby)
I thought that you were innocent
not gonna let myself
get sucked into this shit
again


This is how it ends
you feel the world cave in


shattered glass covers the floor
can’t you see there’s so much more
then this wild storm of hate
then this savage storm of fury


then this crazy
mad
amazing
wind of war
the hurricane comes
and rips us apart
(the hurricane comes)
it tears at our hearts
brings our world to the floor
no, we can’t deal with this
cra-zi-ness no more


baby, baby
why are we falling apart
(baby, baby)
why are you breaking my heart
(baby, baby)
I thought that you were innocent
not gonna let myself
get sucked into this shit
again


we’re watching as the days go by
eyes clouded with fake tears gone dry
we see the universe gone wrong
but all I do is sing this stupid
song


baby, baby
why are we falling apart
(baby, baby)
why are you breaking my heart
(baby, baby)
I thought that you were innocent
not gonna let myself
get sucked into this shit-


baby, baby
here we go again
(baby, baby)
this has gotta be the end
(baby, baby)
we gotta get out of this mess
‘cause I don’t want things to end like this-


baby, baby
why are we falling apart
(baby, baby)
why are you breaking my heart
(baby, baby)
I thought that you were innocent
not gonna let myself
get sucked into this shit
again

M'kay. Now that you've finished plowing through my terrible attempt at songwriting you should really go look up About a Girl by The Academy is...
You should also definitely listen to every single song ever by Two Door Cinema Club (my current faves are Changing of the Seasons Eat it up, That's good for You Undercover Martyn)
OOOOHH!!! And it'd be horrible if I missed Hoodie Allen. Not Woodie Allen (for those of you of an older age group). It's Hoodie Allen. #whitegirlproblems. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
And if you aren't already a die hard fan of OneRepublic (not direction. ew) Then get to it. Won't Stop. So. Freaking. Cute. :*